What Can any one say about his own life, when he tries to describe ?!!!

I'm not sure, my life is said to be the best thing that could have happend to me, but also, it may be considered as the worst thing allover the world.

I wish i can find a pure meaning to my life, but how will i find it, i'm trying, trying hardly, but i didn't found any meaning yet.... maybe soon, maybe not, but i m keeping trying, i'm working on it. and whenever i find anything, be sure that you will be the first to know about it............

About my match/friends :

My real friend/match/ or soul-mate should be able to go with my temper because Sometimes i feel like to go out, fly freely and nothing more, sometimes else i feel like to host in my warm nest and never get out, i like real clear colors (White, Black, Blue and Gray) and overall i m an Ahly Fan